9 Years

As much as Imperfect Boy celebrates the 9 years of living in the heartbreak and today, I had a beautiful lunch at Chiang Palace Restaurant at Bumi Senyiur, a small celebration with my team members, emotionally I felt being went through so much. How hard was it to revisit what were clearly some painful times?

You know what? It was easier to revisit the painful times because they're over and I wanted to let out how I was feeling. And in a way, letting it out when there's also humor attached to it is more therapeutic.

Making myself feel nice, being alone awakes my thoughts, gardening, are my new hobby. I am not impressed or obsessed with love, making love, but it seems I like to gain more space and the matter of fact I am happier, I just want to stay healthier.

Today, one of my assistant asked, you work very hard, did you ever get to rest and breath?

I do sometimes and it's better now because I have a place to live. In Balikpapan, I have decided to take a retreat in Novotel, which is one my favorite hotel, I can do and pamper myself and Aston Resort to have a small chat with friends by the seaside open lounge, and I think it's cool. It is nice and relaxing, calm experience and experience solitude.