Today is the 5th month you no longer text me nor call me. I choose to and of course I have to bear with my decision. This is not usual but I'm living with it. My last text to you was unexpectedly and it was a very tricky emotion suffering contained by my heart.
Taking a deep breath and walk through the doors in the morning, you are not next to me. I try to stay positive, cheerful as usual, but I don't feel fresh about everyday. Now that I'm deserted sentimentally, everything was wrong, I look unfathomable, did I say something too honest? Make you run and hide.
My hand a liitle shaky, but I'm fearless. I don't know how to get this situation better but I have to learn and cultivate myself to speak out more and be open to myself and friends.
Happy Holiday!
Love... Danze
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
10 Years Achievements...
Danze Career Achievement 10 years...
2010:
Head of Finance (Kaltim), Senior Manager Grade, IMC Plantations - annual income:RM240,000
2009:
Head of Finance (Kaltim), Manager Grade, TSH Resources Bhd - annual income:RM192,000
2008:
Asset Management System Accountant, Manager Grade, AES Climate Solutions - annual income:RM120,000
2007:
Accounting Manager, Manager Grade, United Engineer (UE) Singapore Ltd. - annual income:RM105,840
2005:
Accounting Manager, Manager Grade, Southern Group Bhd - annual income:RM78,000
2004:
Accountant, Manager Grade, Menta Constructions Sdn Bhd - annual income:RM43,200
2002:
Internal Audit Executives, Unico Desa Plantations Bhd - annual income:RM26,400
2001:
Senior Auditor, RSMi Robert Teo, Kuan & Co. - annual income:RM19,200
2000:
Audit Assistant, RSMi Robert Teo, Kuan & Co. - annual income:RM14,400
2010:
Head of Finance (Kaltim), Senior Manager Grade, IMC Plantations - annual income:RM240,000
2009:
Head of Finance (Kaltim), Manager Grade, TSH Resources Bhd - annual income:RM192,000
2008:
Asset Management System Accountant, Manager Grade, AES Climate Solutions - annual income:RM120,000
2007:
Accounting Manager, Manager Grade, United Engineer (UE) Singapore Ltd. - annual income:RM105,840
2005:
Accounting Manager, Manager Grade, Southern Group Bhd - annual income:RM78,000
2004:
Accountant, Manager Grade, Menta Constructions Sdn Bhd - annual income:RM43,200
2002:
Internal Audit Executives, Unico Desa Plantations Bhd - annual income:RM26,400
2001:
Senior Auditor, RSMi Robert Teo, Kuan & Co. - annual income:RM19,200
2000:
Audit Assistant, RSMi Robert Teo, Kuan & Co. - annual income:RM14,400
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Quit
After all, I make a pronouncement to renounce or vacate my position as Regional Head of Finance. It was a difficult decision personally, as this is my 10th years of anniversary. Wow...
As such, recently I was promoted to be Regional Financial Controller. This was my highest achievement to date. It was an honor personally to me and I wish I could assumed the position. However, at this point in time, I am seeking something higher than my career, a balance in life. My dedication to my career over the last 10 years was tremendously overwhelm.
Separately, a Singapore based multi national corporation approaches me to assume the Senior Regional Head of Finance post with a reasonably attractive packages and offering me a balance work culture. I hope this stride assemble a new whole opportunity for me to further discover my newly established sanctuary of balance life with peace and calm atmosphere.
The expectation will indisputably high as usual, working with various group of people and most notably is to revamp the group financial reporting structure.
LoL... Let's see how it turns out later. I remain happy and being glad to be who I am today. No regrets!
Bless All...
Monday, April 5, 2010
J101 BOOT AX
Perfectly cut!... so straight, so slim, and it's simply perfectly cut. I bought a newest jeans from AX Armani Exchange. J101 BOOT, Low Rise Boot Cut.The light urban destruction jeans have high-contrast whiskering details on front and back pockets with hand applied destruction details for a perfect blend of every day style with every night attitude.
features the new A|X signature trim
red thread accents
finish: stone washing, hand sanding, hand-applied potassium whiskers, swift tacking & stretch
This definitely adds into my 2010 Denim collections.
Friday, April 2, 2010
Chilled Out at Penang (Year 2008)
The G Hotel Penang
my All New Camry 2.4V (front view)
the rear view All New Camry 2.4V
famously Penang char koay teow
chilling at G hotel (Penang)
my lovely sister at the bar
Thursday, April 1, 2010
I Didn't Like What I Saw
SIXTEEN MONTHS AGO, I really couldn't believe some of the remarks. There are worries that I couldn't meet the debt repayment, as the share market dropped. A lot of people trying to take advantage of the situation, coming to me, there were banks that offers to re-finance with this sort of terms which were totally unacceptable.
I run a property investment business, now for over 10 years, which I make a small investment to acquire a unit of apartment of RM120K way back in year 2000. Only in year 2008 I decided to expand the business to further acquire a penthouse in one of the prime location in Petaling Jaya, and a unit of studio condo in Subang Jaya, with total new investment value of RM1 million.
As a consolation for myself, I changed my sedan to All New Camry 2.4V. It was the most toughest business decision so far, through undisclosed fresh financing, eventually every pieces fall into a right place.
The economy has since stabilized, and my income were up significantly in mid 2009 and further 5% growth in October 2009. In Feb 2010, the reserved fund were up and construction work of the new properties are in progress with 40% completion.
Many complaints the risk I am taking is too great and unacceptable. Some are worried that I will collapse financially, especially my family members.
"Going through a period like that is making me rethink my strategy and game plan. After the crisis, I took a hard look at myself and I have to confess, I didn't like what I saw."
I hope the construction of Park 51, Penthouse unit and SOHO studio condominium unit to complete much earlier. This will put me in advantage in terms of interest saving and I can initiate my plan. Right now I would not be looking anywhere else, but to focus on the existing investment. The returns may not looks promising yet, but I see demands will be definitely more than supply in the next 5 years.
Instead of expanding business in Kuala Lumpur, I am prospecting Indonesia market. There are several talks and some parties approaches me for huge rental business contract. Anytime soon, I am planning to establish an overseas company with foreign shareholders in Indonesia. Kalimantan itself is a heaven for many type of business and one of my favorite business, rental business. I hope the new business venture will kick off soon.
I run a property investment business, now for over 10 years, which I make a small investment to acquire a unit of apartment of RM120K way back in year 2000. Only in year 2008 I decided to expand the business to further acquire a penthouse in one of the prime location in Petaling Jaya, and a unit of studio condo in Subang Jaya, with total new investment value of RM1 million.
As a consolation for myself, I changed my sedan to All New Camry 2.4V. It was the most toughest business decision so far, through undisclosed fresh financing, eventually every pieces fall into a right place.
The economy has since stabilized, and my income were up significantly in mid 2009 and further 5% growth in October 2009. In Feb 2010, the reserved fund were up and construction work of the new properties are in progress with 40% completion.
Many complaints the risk I am taking is too great and unacceptable. Some are worried that I will collapse financially, especially my family members.
"Going through a period like that is making me rethink my strategy and game plan. After the crisis, I took a hard look at myself and I have to confess, I didn't like what I saw."
I hope the construction of Park 51, Penthouse unit and SOHO studio condominium unit to complete much earlier. This will put me in advantage in terms of interest saving and I can initiate my plan. Right now I would not be looking anywhere else, but to focus on the existing investment. The returns may not looks promising yet, but I see demands will be definitely more than supply in the next 5 years.
Instead of expanding business in Kuala Lumpur, I am prospecting Indonesia market. There are several talks and some parties approaches me for huge rental business contract. Anytime soon, I am planning to establish an overseas company with foreign shareholders in Indonesia. Kalimantan itself is a heaven for many type of business and one of my favorite business, rental business. I hope the new business venture will kick off soon.
Lights Off
Losing you is so achingly painstaking. You should have knew it, that our relationship is not working to either you and me. When the lights off, you can't see me, and I can't see you. We are just losing ourselves, to the plastic love. You have so much control and expectation on me, whilst, I am sick and tired to satisfy and meet all your condition. I can't see at all, what is the lifetime of
I could not let this go on, coz this is driving me crazy. No doubt you have a very nice and big heart but I don't understand why I can't feel it, I can't see it, I just can't. You should see how I see you, and I can't see no more now. My brain is poisoned, bruised, and switched off. Gradually I'm losing you...
I could not let this go on, coz this is driving me crazy. No doubt you have a very nice and big heart but I don't understand why I can't feel it, I can't see it, I just can't. You should see how I see you, and I can't see no more now. My brain is poisoned, bruised, and switched off. Gradually I'm losing you...
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